Tuesday, December 29, 2009

as the new year approaches

12.29.09


from dec. 18:


i left the engine running
i just came to see
what you would do if i gave you a chance to make things right

don't understand it
blood on your hands
and still you insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies
and i just don't know why
this is stupid
i'm not stupid
don't talk to me like i'm stupid
i still love you
but i just can't do this
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid

silly of me to keep holding on
but the dunce cap is off
you don't know what you've lost
and you won't realize till i'm gone, gone, gone
that i was the one
which one of us is really dumb
i'm not stupid in love

-
Dear You,

I love you, but I have to go now. My life is waiting for me.

Final answer,
Natalie